my mood very down.. T.T

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dear all.. how u guys been? sigh.. i'm very down dis few days..

tat's y no update my blog.. moody..lazy on9..

been busy accompany with my cousins also.. they was came from sibu..

i think they wil be leave on 2moro o nex day..don knw when we wil meet again..

long time i don meet my elder cousin.. dis time he got came back also..but seem like we not so close like b4.. life is reli strange, everything, every1, every matter wil be change cos of time..

dis time they came back cos my uncle's was sick.. poor him.. he so thin nw.. n look so weak..

he came look 4 doc.. nyway, i wish his sick wil be cure soon.. uncle, pls be strong n tough! i <3>

最近心情真的很不好,不好到甚至连电话,电脑都不想动..

因为我感情出问题了..我们分开了..但并非分手..是真的吗?

我也不知道..我没答案也不想有答案..因为很矛盾..不知该怎么办..

虽然他说他一定能等到我回头..我是很想但我怎么不要?

真的很乱..我们几天没联络了..我发了几封EMAIL给他..

但明知他不CHECK MAILS的,我到底发来干吗?有用吗?里面写着我的心情,我对他的感觉..

但我相信只要我们有缘,他迟早有天会看得到的..

刚才看着他的照片.. 怎么觉得很陌生?就连陌生人都不如..

感觉就像那种跟我擦肩而过的路人而已..想到都心疼..

其实,我只想见他..什么话都不说..那就满足了..

真的不懂问题出在谁身上..我知道他很爱我..但....不懂..不懂怎样去表达..表达这一切一切..........